The hardest mile i ever had to walk was the one away from you.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Love is an act of endless forgiveness

I thought I can be strong, I tried thinking positively, but really, I can't. Those tears won't stop falling. I can't stop thinking about you. I need you so badly. 8 months, it may not be long, neither is it short but we went through so much these 8 months, we did so many things, so many memories. I'm so used having you by my side, caring for me, loving me. How can you just say leave, and leave like that? Have you thought about me? I don't want to end this, I really don't. Why must you make this decision? There's so many, and better solutions. What makes you think ending this will make you focus better? What's the main reason for all these can you tell me? You said you'r distracted because you always think of me during lessons time. But after ending, does that mke you stop thinking of me? If you love me, and you end these, won't you be sad, and think of me more and make it more difficult for you to focus? Really, I don't want us to end. How can you just end like that. You once told me you want to be with me, you can't live without me then what are all these now? I know, studies important, I want you to pass and do well too but i'm sure theres a solution whereby we both can come to an agreement with. I love you very much baby and I can't go on without you. What am I gonna do in school now? I hope we wont be strangers, I hope we can still be like how we used to be. Can I ask a favour from you? Can you still take the bus with me in the morning? Can you acc me out to the shop/block opp our sch during our break? Can you send me home after school? Can you come home with me during every Friday's break? Can you call me/sms me whenever you can? Can you go out with me if you can? I hope all these doesn change and we can still be how we use to be. I've something I really want to tell you. Please do call me once you read this/fb. I love you very much.

Posted by ♥ Jolynn at: 8:37 PM