I wish I can control my emotions. One moment I feel alright, but the next moment I feel like crying. The feeling in my heart is so unbearable. I wish I can forget all these, the pain, everything. I wish I can just sleep and not wake up. I hate this life now. I still cant accept the fact that you'r gone. Its so sudden. You left without having said everything clear. So many things I'm still having doubt with. You only thought for yourself, you never spare a thought for me. I know you are strong now. I just hope all these doesn change, you won't just erase me from your life. I hope when tomorrow comes, everything will still be the same. I know no matter how much I said, ask you not to leave, you still will. You seems so unaffected, everything seems alright to you. Do you still care for me? Do you still love me? I hope you still do.