Dear Jolynn,
Always remember and bear in mind that you are no longer his everything, his number one, the one he prioritize and care for the most and that the value and position you are to him is no longer the same and things are no longer like the past, to prevent yourself from being upset and angry every time things like that happen. Because things have changed, it's natural of him to behave and treat you that way.

Is it wrong because I just want to spend more time with you? I think it is.
You only know how to push me away. I did so many stuffs said so many things but it's still the same.
Things are still this way. You always said I rush things but did you actually think deep and ask why am I behaving this way?
Most likely no. Nvm, maybe to you I'm just spoiling and ruining everything myself.
I have a serious attitude problem. I take things for granted I don't get satisfied with what I have now and keep asking for more. I'm such a horrible and unreasonable girl to be with.

He doesn't love me, because if he does he won't be treating me this way. Even if he do, his feelings ain't strong at all. It's called, faded feelings...

I hope its just me and I'm thinking too much regarding all these.