The hardest mile i ever had to walk was the one away from you.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Love is an act of endless forgiveness

I've many things in my head that I would want to ask you. I've many doubts in me. You won't know how I'm feeling now you won't know what I've been going through all these while. You are really selfish, my dear. You only think of yourself and never once spared a thought for me when you make a decision. Everytime you gave me hope, you would crashed it the very next moment. I don't know why even after so much have had happened, I still love you so much and want to be with you so much. You mean so much to me. You don't know just by spending time with you for awhile it can satisfy me. Why do you give up on this relationship so easily? Why won't you fight for it, hold on to it and keep it? Things doesn work out now doesn mean it wont in the future. I'm sure if we hold on, our effort would be pay off in later months. We have been through so much, played significant roles in each other lives, how can you bear to just put and end to everything between us. I miss you very much boy. Don't treat me so cold, so harsh will you? At least, treat me normally. I don't want to not only lose you as a lover, but also lose you as a friend. I care alot for you, you still mean alot for me. I've many things to say to you but I know now is not the appropriate time cause I will only trigger your temper and you would definitely get mad and curse/scold me with countless of vulgarities. Maybe certain words you can just say it easily through your mouth, but do you know it hurts me badly? What makes me don't get it is that after all these we've been through, love each other, how can you just easily bear to end everything, treat me so cold, distance yourself from me? Because if I were you I cant, for I know I will miss you badly and still turn back and look for you at the end of the day. I love you.

Posted by ♥ Jolynn at: 10:40 AM