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Friday, September 17, 2010
Love is an act of endless forgiveness
I really don't know what I want anymore. Everyday I pass through each day, pretending. Pretend that I'm alright, pretend that I'm happy but whats exactly inside? I don't feel anything near happy at all. Everyday I gotta put on a fake front and smile and laugh like as though nothing's wrong, but deep down, its totally opposite from how I'm feeling and what I'm thinking. I want to break down, I want to cry, but I know I can't. Its not wise to feel upset and cry infront of you anymore. I'm not trying to get any sympathy but this is the only place I can pour my feelings out to make me feel better. I can no longer share my problems with you. Even if I could, I know you can't be bothered but feel irritated. I wonder if you'll still think of me at times, if you still care for me, if I still mean something to you, and significantly. I thought I was strong, but I was so wrong.
Facade
Posted by ♥ Jolynn at: 1:50 PM